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Disturbed  –  Stricken
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won’t even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time

You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don’t want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can’t let you go
When the heart is cold, there’s no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you’ve done
Into the abyss will I run…

You don’t know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I’ll heal inside
I can’t go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time

You’ll never know how your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can’t let you go
When the heart is cold, there’s no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you’ve done
Into the abyss will I run…

Into the abyss will I run…
You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won’t even bother now to tell me why
You come alone, letting all of us savor the moment

Leaving me broken another time
You come on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption

I don’t want to mention, the reason I know
That I am stricken and can’t let you go
When the heart is cold, there’s no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you’ve done

Into the abyss will I run…
Into the abyss will I run…
I can’t let you go!

Yes I am stricken and can’t let you go!
🙂

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Now playing: Disturbed – Stricken
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Homme lähen ostan Korni pileti.

Aga mitte sellest ei tahtnud ma kirjutada, tegelt ma ei teagi, millest ma tahtsin… näpud juba valutavad sellest 24/7 progremisest, mida ma Püvile teen… õudne…

Siiski… pidev masendus on jälle. Juba hommikul üles ärgates mõtlesin ainult temast… õnneks on olemas suits, kuhu need mõtted saab mõneks ajaks ära kaotada… kuigi see enam nii palju ei aita, kui alguses… peab vist veel kangemaid minema otsima… vaatab… kurk on veidi tundlikuks läinud.. aga no pohhui..  füüsiline valu on hea, see viib mõtteid emotsionaalselt valult eemale… jeez…

Aga jah.. nagu suht kõik asjad meenutavad teda ikkagi. Aknast välja vaatamine, liftiga sõitmine, minu tuba… voodi… koer… esik… oeh…

I really need to get away from it all…

Muideks… Battlestar Galactica 3. hooaja vaatasin ära… lõpp oli suht sürr.. 😀 Aga muusika oli super..  Ning nüüd hakkasin Stargate Atlantise 4ndat hooaega vaatama, mida praegu välja lastakse… iga nädal uus osa.. 🙂

Oh jah… miski ei anna rahu…

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Now playing: Richard Gibbs – Silica Pathways
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You were ashamed of me because I was a geek…

Geeks don’t smoke..

I smoke, I’m not a geek anymore..

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Now playing: Evanescence – Where Will You Go
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